((((OPRMC)))) I hear you. Glad you are here and posting. There are many members that understand and can relate (me included).

I hope you will be able to muster up some energy to do some online research and look for Ts in your area that practice on a sliding scale. Then, when you can muster up a little more energy, call around. Talk to intake coordinators and explain your situation.

The first steps are the hardest, and most exhausting...

...but you have already makes strides by finding PC and posting here. You have found a community that understands and cares.