Going sentience by sentience so you guys can piece it together because I doubt i'm grouping it properly.

I do only drink Mountain Dew (20 oz) and enough lemonade to swallow meds.
I was never sick, not like this, so that sucks.
I honestly feel this medication is going to kill me and it scares the hell out of me.
I'll have my husband get electrolites next time he leaves the house.
He knows how scared and confused I am but wants me to trust him for a month longer.
As long as I'm scared and confused he'll try to make sure medical intervention wont happen.
That I understand what's going on.
luckily I've never had any heart issues but my dr.'s are starting to worry about the effects my ED has had on my body.

I'm so weak but jittery as hell.
I swear how the can you fill weak as hell and energetic?
I hate that words aren't registering but somehow I can answer.
I don't even understand what I'm saying in response wtf.
My heads running and at this point all I'm able to do is put base to block all the other sounds out and wait for it to be less scary.

T kept telling me I need to slow down and sleep but I can't even really get up now. So how would I need to slow down?
How much sleep do I need?
I'm not taking the PRN until at least tomorrow and it'll only be half.
I understand that she wants to keep me and everyone around me safe and out of the hospital.
I don't know where I'm going with this.
I'm sorry thanks guys.

If I post incoherent responses right now just pretend I put "thinking of you" instead.
I miss stability already I don't even have the patents to find out if my husband is okay. All he asks is that I don't take the PRN the day before or the day of our pdoc/T appointments but I have to deal with my sons pdoc alone.
So I'm not sure that's a good idea but I have 11 days to collect myself.