This is true in this day and age. Its public knowledge that they are watching us, they want us to feel like we are under surveillance. Because psychologically it makes people behave more honestly. When nobody else is looking people's "true self" tends to come out more often. If you constantly feel like you are being watched, you will constantly behave like a good slave and obey the system.

I put the barrel to my head a few times in the past, never pulled the trigger because I was afraid of waking up in the hospital to people asking me how many fingers they were holding up. When I tried suicide I was on an SSRI called Paxil, and it was by hanging which my most serious attempt was made. It didn't work, I was crying too hard to see how long the cord should've been. Its not easy to actually go through with these type of plans, the best option IMO is to just check yourself in to the loony bin when you start feeling like that. Not trying to be that guy, but hey at least you have a career. I don't have **** going for me.