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Originally Posted by lifelies
I can't handle this anymore.
I just can't.
I want to kill everybody this is horrible.
I can't get help.
My mother is schizophrenic.
My father is bipolar.
I am DID and BPD and Bipolar.
And I can't get treatment.
I can't get help.
My mother doesn't let me live.
She is spying me.
She controls me.
She asks people to follow me.
She sees everything I do.
She makes me do bad things so she can punish me later
She makes me hate my father so she can keep punishing me.
I just need to get help
I want to kill her
I want to cut my whole body and go to the ER to get help.
Nobody cares about us.
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I am so terribly sorry you are feeling this way.. Can you just go to the ER without cutting yourself first? I am glad to see you are at least posting on here for help, but I'm sorry to say that I don't know that we can offer the kind of help you may need... I know I don't know you, but for what it's worth, I love you, and I am praying that you will get through this and come out stronger... You can do this!!