I'll try, I'm medicated but as lightly as possible. try a really light does of melitonin to take the edge off, Valerian Root has helped
Right now put parental controls on high if you don't want to get to those sites.
On any big life decisions we have a 6 month rule, you have to wait 6 months and if you still feel like that in 6 months you can do it.

Rules, rules, rules- I'm fairly good at sticking to them because of ocd
Damage control- when I'm stable I MM proof my life: I have no credit cards, I have a pre-paid card that gives me an allowance, (weekly automatic withdraw from regular account), automatic withdraw for bills, paper plates, my cloths are hung in outfits, ect.