Bronzeowl, i feel so bad for you, i have never been that depressed that it hurt's, so really i have not got nothing to say to make you feel better but , i sure know what loneliness feels like kiddo, hugs to you and i hope you can through this without any more pain and suffering
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you wont see your future coming unless you look behind you
Non teneas
aurum totum quod splendet ut aurum
"All that glitter's is not gold." ~William Shakespear~