All I do is cry. I just want to stay in bed and cry. I go to work but am barely holding on there. I close my office door and cry. I feel like I am going to lose my job and not leave the house. I don't have anyone to care about me. I wish I had someone to take care of me make me feel nurtured. I actually envy the people here who say the still live with their parents. I'm all alone. I don't feel like I have any reason for this depression. I'm close to giving up. I hope maybe I can make some friends here that can understand and care.