What is wrong with me? I really don't feel good. I feel like something bad is happening. I'm scared and all tensed up. I think a few things are bothering me. I see that I have a lot to do next week and that really upsets me. I have to calm down and maybe schedule my week so that I can see that I have lots of time to do everything. The other thing is that my sisters finally told me that my brother is never, ever going to speak to me or have anything to do with me again. That means the four of us kids will never be together again. I am so hurt. I made a mistake and married a bad man. But, it's over and I paid dearly for it. Why is my brother punishing me? My heart is just breaking.