saw her. told her some of it, but not all of it. plan's to keep busy and have goals.
sold a large chunk of my reptiles off today. i told them it was because they were overwhelming... just trying to make it easier. want to cry. i hate all of this. feeling guilty for bringing the puppy home, even though it was with every intention of finding his family or re-homing him... just one more thing to deal with. should have taken more of the herps with me for sale today. everything sucks. just want to disappear... see T again tuesday. must function till them... too much crap to do. don;t want to do any of it...