Thank you, I will check with my bank. My mobile psych worker is going to also go to my PDoc appointment. She called me a bit ago and said she really needs to go, because I have a history of saying everything is "fine." So essentially she is going to make sure I tell the doctor what is wrong.

Regarding roadblocks. I created one for myself. I'm broke. I tried to sleep last night, I slept about 2.5 hours. So my total sleep is about 10 hours in 6 days. Surprisingly today I am somewhat calm and collective. Maybe I'm coming down. I don't know. It's been a while since I was manic that I really don't know what it feels like to come down. Eh oh well. I'll survive. Oh did I mention that I tried to buy a horse the other night at 3am? Yea that was interesting.