im thinking of writing him a letter with my complaint
to tell him that i am still getting the pain after almost 4 months
that i wish he didnt ignore the risks or think that the medication had no risk, that i wish he had been more careful to tell me the risks instead of assuming that i would be ok with any medicine that was prescribed a lot or if side effects resolve
i dont want something like that in my body in the first place that even has the potential to cause some issues whatever they may be, or if it might be unpredictable
i think that it shouldnt have been given to me in the first place because it risks too much more than what im willing to do but its supposed to be extremely rare and low so probably he didnt think anything would happen, he said that he prescribes it all the time and he hasnt had anyone else had a bad reaction to it

yes i am angry at him even though i know he didnt intend this to happen
but am i justified in getting upset at him?
what do you think his response will be? maybe he wont say anything or he'll get angry?
why doesnt he even say something to me that indicates that he feels bad about what happened? i just get the feeling like.. he doesnt care and when i complain to him then it just makes him angry