I think soulmate is someone you know you should be w/ for better or worse. We've grown apart. The more mental issues I have the further back my H stands as if I'm a leper. I can see it, sense it. He doesn't wanto talk to me about it. He's sick of me. We've done couples therapy with three different therapists. He thought it was a waste of time. He doesn't understand it and I feel extremely alone in this marriage. And yet I feel like I have to stay because of my children. I'm obligated. I'm not happy and he knows I'm not happy but it doesn't seem to bother him. I'm convenient And I'm disappearing.