Slept horribly last night. I still feel extremely low. I don't know what to think about that.
My sister and I went to some thrift stores so I could buy clothes. My old pants are now too big for me and it got annoying having to hold them up. I felt weak in one. Started with queasiness. Quickly became a feeling of being light headed. And before I knew it, I had to grab onto something for support and then came the tunnel vision. I had to sit down. It was scary. I still feel weak.
I feel like I'm losing it. I need to finish studying. I need to study, study, study. So I can pass my second exam. But I can't concentrate. I'm second guessing school. I'm second guessing everything.
Ups? On the bright side, I managed to grab some decent enough clothes for very cheap.
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Love is..
a baby smiling at you for the first time
a dog curling up by your side...
and your soulmate kissing your forehead
when he thinks you're sound asleep
OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD
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