After being diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder a couple years ago, I have noticed that instead of dealing with my feelings, sorting them out, trying to understand them, etc, I just don't have any anymore. I don't get sad. I don't get angry (unless I am having a manic episode). I don't get jealous. My mind has completely checked out on me and I'm not sure if I'm apathetic or if it is my mind's general defense spurred on by my disease. I even have no emotion on the fact that I have no emotion. Weird.