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After lots of asking and pleading for sex, my husband broke down and told me that he was not sexually attracted to me and has not been since we were married a few years ago. I will admit that I am a plus size woman (size 14) and was like this before he met me. Now I am pregnant and he lays this on me. I am really internalizing what to do. Although I know that he loves me, it makes me feel that our marriage is a sham. I have been having some self esteem issues and this has not helped. He says that one of the reasons we married was because after we're too old to have sex, he still wanted to have someone who was interesting enough to talk to. While this is great, I feel that having intimacy is very important as well. I have been having a lot of thoughts about cheating or watching porn and of course I know that neither are not right, so I will not do them, but sexually I feel so deprived. What am I to do?
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