I am way beyond even trying to understand the system. I have just waited the full entire 6 months to hear back from the disability that I applied for. I have been diagnosed with a list of things take a list of medications, don't ever freakn sleep. How I am suppose to work when I wont show up half the time because like tonight it is almost 3am??? and I haven't been to sleep and what go to work at flip out on someone. I have been diagnosed w "Major Depression" aka Bipolar and they are still messing with my meds and I have ANGER issues to the point that I literally have to have my husband pull me back from getting into trouble. Im 112lbs here..lol...not much I can do but anyway I don't even know if this is in the correct forum. I just know I am extremely ticked off and they want to why so many crazy people live out on the streets and do stupid crap. I cant even afford my meds and have no insurance this sucks and yes I am ranting. LIfe sucks....