Pfft, I wish there was a high-five button, you're like a spokesman xD. About your birthday issue, I can relate I literally dread hearing my phone ring. I use to hate hearing family members give me the 'tough love' speech and say how I wasting my talent over and over again. Yeah, a 'tough love' speech can stick with you and make you think your situation over. But after hearing it for the 10th time from 5 other people it's not tough love but plain on pestering, repetitive chatter. The sad thing about is that they think that their original or that unlike the other people that have tried, they're going to flick a switch in your brain and make you back to normal. Also, I have to admit, I'm judgmental as hell. Someone that could burst into tears and end up telling you their life story, is exactly who my mother is, which attracts vultures. Due to her I learned to build a metal wall in front of me with a gigantic telescope so that I can observe people and judge. I may not voice my judgments but lets say, if I was introduced to someone new, I would have my idea of their personality, background, intentions within minutes. I try to use my judgements to protect myself, to prepare me and its really unreliable so Im pretty sure I pushed away some people that could of been awesome. I guess that's why there are people that tend to hate me for no reason at all, I deserve it.