just got back from that party. well that was a let down... I met no one. I just realized how incredibly awkward I am at shows. standing still all night because I didn't know what else to do or who to talk to... I basically just stood there the whole darn time, not speaking to anyone. Just... how could I though? no one was very open or friendly. everyone was just talking to who they knew. incredibly cliquish. you're typical hipster party. some insanely attractive girls there. too bad they were all being smothered by all the guys they already knew. maybe I felt weird because I went alone? I don't know, I just felt out of place. I usually like dancing, but in situations like these, I just felt to uncomfortable to dance. I hate having social anxiety... It ruins my chances with women.