Honestly he doesn't hit me, he's a good provider, husband & father. Why am I so unhappy? Maybe it's all me! I just remember us being so much happier & so much more in love. I don't have a bad life, but my H definitely knows I'm financially dependent on him. I did bring the subject up a couple of yrs ago of a divorce & he laughed about it. Told me HE would t leave, but I would have to. Also I'd never get full custody of the kids bec of being sick. This makes me feel stuck. I'm not strong enough to do this alone. I know I wouldn't make it so why am I even talking about it!