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I have days I get irritated at everything and feel so evil. I have awful thoughts of euthanizing people I consider dumb and useless or arrogant. I can not feel empathy for anyone and then feel people feel the same way about me.
I never told T this but I have said i feel I am evil at times. I have never done anything cruel to anyone nor do I plan on it.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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