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Originally Posted by jesusplay
I'm like the sad clown. I can smile, even when I'm at my low point I smile, I laugh at my situation, it's funny and sad. I saw my therapist today, SHe asked "how are you doing today?" I replied "horrible" with a smile. therapist "With a smile? you're horrible?".
I felt like she thought I wasn't serious, I was faking my condition.
SHould I frown all the time? I do frown. Should I look sad? I look sad some times.
I feel I have to smile, I smile, it's a nervous smile? I smile when I meet people, I smile.
behind this smile is hell, I'm depressed, deeply.  |
i do this too
if people ask me how i am i will say good and fake a smile
or if im doing bad maybe i will say not good but laugh it off
its just a display to other people
because i am reserved about my own feelings and keep that to myself