I have been struggling with rage all my life. Lately though, it became uncontrollable and a daily issue for me. It is indescribably intense, lasting and gets to a point where I become unsafe. It actually prevents me from coming and going as I please because I run the very real risk of assaulting someone. I normally end up self harming to somewhat regulate it.

I think I would happily accept all sorts of impairments if in exchange I could rid myself of this almost demonic rage.