Yesterday for me was essentially a gong show.
Went to the housewarming and managed my way through that fairly well.
Got home nad a friend of mine was doing a broadcast as he djs, and it's not his normal time so I was surprised and turned it on. He gave me a shoutout and said he hoped I wasn't feeling blue. Instant bawling as I hadn't gotten to talk to him for days and I guess with him I'm THAT transparent. And then more upsettings posts on that one forum...
So I sorta had a little bit of a meltdown last night. And now have a headache due to the few drinks I'd had and the fact that I spent hours crying!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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