When I think about it, my feelings for my T are really tender and pure(well, besides the sexual thing ) and I feel like he doesn't deserve them. I mean, they're just a huge trouble for him, he tries to ignore them.

It's such a waste of my love and energy...
I should feel this way with someone who loves me back. When I tell him "I think I'm attracted to you", I don't want silence or an 'oh my god, did she just say that?' look. I want someone who would hold me like I'm precious to him and kiss me.

Does anyone feel this way about their 'transferential feelings'?