I sometimes let myself relax and feel better justbecause somebody gives me atention and tries to help me. It's a good feeling and I recommend it, as long as yiou realize that it can be a long road, even after you get some answers, and you may want to learn to put your game face on and take it off and put it on again.

Isat opposite a gatekeeper who was trying to decide what help I needed and told her to picture me crying forthe next 5 minutes, because tht is how felt.

It's so good to have a brain tumor ruled out and horray they ar taking you seriously. The good news would be no brain tumor, but then the news would be that it was something more difficult to understand, requiring more courage and flexibility.

I'm just putting words here - and I trust you can spit out the ones that don't help you.