...I had a puppy and he was curious!...

the puppy had me and I was it's my!

no-body was anybody's everybody like alive inside our separate dreams...

we still went places together I missed him and he missed me for whatever reasons matter not psycho-scientifically for this preposterously logical announcement!

..."would I be sick? if I was completely alone?"

what barriers would I not need to define my illness?

do I foolishly assume my encircle of humanity is a threat...?
...
no thought bypasses the imagined judgement of an immense majority of silent monsters!

call that stigma

every thought undermines any attempt to calculate such impersonal omnipotence!

so?

can I turn that around and take charge?

I have to ...such an abundant absence of humans gets me through...
and I speak figuratively.... nobody is a target its an idea.

I am always around for my friends