It is 4:20 in the morning and I am the only one awake. I feel like a little kid again on Christmas morning waiting for my parents to wake up so we can open presents. I am out here at their house. I always spend the night out here on Christmas so I can be here to open presents. Most of the time they are up way before me and have to pry me off the couch to wake up. I am wondering what is so special about 4:00 because the last 3 nights I have been up at this time. I am thinking about taking some benadryl so I can go back to sleep but think if I did that I wouldn't be awake to open presents. I really need to talk to my pdoc about this cuz it sucks big time. I will call tomorrow and see if she's back from her holiday. Friday night I took 2 ambien CR and got high and felt like I was floating and yet still woke up at 4. I want to be asleep!!!

Jbug