Hi Jannie -- sorry you are struggling with this. You are probably asleep by the time you get a reply. Some people think that the wee hours are a good time for prayer. I have heard it said that the "veil" is thinner between 2 and 4 a.m. between people and transcendent worlds (God, or the Universe, or the Great Spirit, or Universal Love). I hope you find a way to use the insomnia in some way.