oh, breezer......i hurt for you and your family and especially your dad. he is in a prison in his head and therefore doesn't see the reality of what he is putting his family through.

i think it is excellent that he is banned from your home. having him around could only add undue anxiety and fear to your family. even though it hurts you so much to not see him well, it's better that you aren't seeing him in the shape he is in.

it must have been so painful to see him as he was at that store. but there isn't anything that you can do to change that. hopefully, something will happen that will trigger a mode of behavior in him that will direct him to once again seek help.

you're in my thoughts today........love, pat