I remember now why I used to be bulimic. Because whenever I went into a long lasting episode, my stomach stops working. What little I eat, no matter what or how much, my stomach feels like it's going to explode and hurts so bad and the only way I can get any relief is by forcing myself to throw up everything in my stomach. I also get terrible headaches, especially in the mornings and at night. I don't get it but I can't stand it. All day I can't wait to sleep, but by the time I go to lay down I suddenly can't sleep. On average I can only get about 3 hours asleep a night. I go through a wide range of emotions, my thoughts just race and it sounds like I'm in a crowded room with everyone trying to talk at once.

During the days when this happens I can't even hear because of how loud my brain is. This is driving me crazy. Not only am I mentally ill, it's beginning to make me physically ill. Does thus happen to anyone else? Any advice?