I'm not sure. I'm super creative and productive when I'm hypomanic, which I love. On the other hand, I also talk too fast (and too much), my brain doesn't shut off, and I can't sleep, which sucks.

Mixed episodes are the worst. It's hard to explain to someone that you are happy, sad, angry, agitated, all at once. Plus, its hard to explain your reasoning behind the things you say or how you act.