Lmao, I forgot about that emoji. But due to people constantly trying to be my savior or telling me to talk to my 'savior' (my mother is very religious which attracts church members "in my time of need".) I end up never picking up the phone, answering text messages, or emails. I've made it so hard to get in contact with me, that I'm pretty sure if Family War 3 happened I'd be the last one to know. Also, I completely left out self-judgement in the post since its a whole other level of problems. I'm a perfectionist so this lifestyle I'm living now is like a war zone compared to the peaceful meadow life I planned out year by year. Not to mention that I criticize every little thing that happens to me and tell myself how stupid or delusional I am, which I'm far from.
I read the article, more than a Facebook diet I'm have a Facebook allergy. Not too long ago I stopped going on FB since I got tired of people messaging me, how I was doing and all I could do was lie or just say I'm ok. I got tired of feeling so envious and never being able to be genuinely happy for a friend. I deactivated my account and really happy with it, at least for now.