I get disturbing dreams sometimes....and I'm not sure what it means. I don't want to say too much because I don't want someone to figure out who I am.

In my dream, I was naked and a big black man was bathing me and touching me in ways that were uncomfortable. I don't remember most of it but someone walked in and he told me to duck. I did but the person still saw me and then they were saying that I wanted it. Im not sure how old I was in the dream. I remember feeling not so great in the dream. I woke up crying. And then later on in the dream i learned that we were going to a wedding. I learned that my sister and cousins got to be a bridesmaid. But i didnt get to be one. and then I woke up crying.