My T has been on vacation for the last week, and I was seeing her twice a week. I am going back tomorrow, which is only going to be the second time I've seen her since she told me about the BPD... A lot has happened in the last week, and I'm not sure how much we"ll be able to cover from the last few weeks... I have to say, my anxiety is shooting through the roof right now... I love her, and am really excited to be going back, but I can't help but feel like something's going to go wrong, especially because I know she'll be disappointed in how I've been coping with things... Wish me luck