Wanted to say that these same winds of depression power my sails in similar fashion. I started in business for myself last year and as of late I can hardly get up off the couch and do anything. I do not feel capable... Its like someone tied a 50 lb weight to my soul. I want to sleep, watch TV and I Eat maybe one meal a day. I don't want to answer phone calls or talk to people....I'm convinced I am all washed up and the end with be approaching....That I'll lose everything...I have accumulated some great stuff over the years but it is all meaningless to me....