(((((((Dex))))))))
I completely understand where you are coming from. During one of my hospitalizations neither one of my parents or any of my friends came to see me. Me being depressed has caused me to lose so many people in my life that I have stopped trying to meet new ones. Once my "best friend" told me that she did not want to be around me anymore because I was a "downer" and it was too much trouble being my friend. This was followed by everyone in our group telling me that if I had to "fix" myself before anyone in their right mind would want to be around me.
Needless to say I really do not hang out with anyone anymore. I do not talk about my depression except here. It sucks to say this but I have given up on people being mostly good and I walk around with armor on all the time.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>