Hello, I'm so sorry to hear that you're hurting. I'm the one that walked away after wanting more from someone that didn't have it to give. Now I'm alone and hurting. I feel your pain just know that it will get better. Keep yourself busy and be gentle on you. I allow myself to cry when I need it and then move on, take a walk and focus on the good in life. Just getting out and taking a walk, smelling the air is a positive step. It doesn't take away the pain, it's still there but at least I'm taking care of myself. Hang in there and I'm always here if you need me. Lots of hugs