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Originally Posted by Zwangsstörung
I feel crappy. I wasn't originally bothered by it, but it's now something that's crawling around in the deepest chasms of my mind: an ex of mine, is now pregnant. I laughed when I found out. I don't much care for her nor her nonsense; we had a thing a good few years ago. It's just, ... it's a reminder of how old I now am, and that, right now, I don't feel like I have much. Can anyone relate to that?
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Speaking of someone who's nearly 38 and has completely given up on the chance for a real relationship, I think I understand where you're coming from.
I don't like to hear about the happiness of ex's or even of family\friends because it's just a reminder that somehow I've gone through life mostly alone.
Not sure if I really have any positive advise to give, been looking for some of that myself, but I can say there are others out there who feel your pain.