im a 20 year old male and just this past weekend, i went to a strip club with some of my guy friends. while we were there, they were all having the time of their lives, and i just felt depressed. i never typically liked the same things "men" do like football and just looking at every woman that walks by, and i think it's hindering my enjoyment of life. i want to go out and party and just be a guy, but i just cant break this shell of just being a man who would rather talk about his feelings than just have fun.