Feel like screaming right now!! I wish I didn't turn my anger on myself and I could let rip at those that actually piss me off.

I am a very private person. To the point I hid my MI from family and friends for 8 years. And the only reason those closest to me found out was because I was in hospital. And from then on it has just expanded, and I get told afterwards.

I have just been told that someone at the park where we walk our dog now knows everything about me. WTF?! How does she even need to know?! Yeah maybe her daughter has MI too but that doesn't give you the right to tell her about me!!!!!

I ****ing hate this. Everything is always out of my control....everything to do with me. How is that even right?! It's not.

But I haven't said this to him. I just turned silent. He did at least notice that. But my rage, I just took it out on myself. And I'd been trying not to for so long.

Whatever, lets just tell the whole ****ing world my business, I don't ****ing care!!!!