I have five. 24 son, 20 daughter, 19 son, 6 son, 4.5 son... My daughter has moved out. she is a dear, my 24 yr old still lives at home but works, is very independent and pays for all of his own things including food. My 19 year old? well... his possible diagnosis was bpd -- instant rage, instantly goofy, all over the board. It's a 'walking on eggshells' lots of the time but now that he has turned 19 Im trying to get him to move out. Sucks because he has NO coping skills at all, wouldnt go for help.
My 6 and 4 year old drain me with constant bickering about everything. But yes... I love them all.
((hugs)) hang in there.