Well, Just another day surrounded by a wide variety of negative people, news and thoughts. I was hoping to be able to make an appointment at the health department but, well, you have to apply for a card to even make an appointment. So now it's looking more like over a month before I can see a doctor =/. My stomach did a little better today though. Don't feel very well, but it hasn't gotten to the point of needing to throw up either, which I guess is okay. I attempted to do my homework. My thoughts were racing so fast thought I couldn't concentrate. As for motivation to push threw that road block, was, well, lacking. I wanted to do nothing more than just sleep all day. I didn't want to get out of bed at all, making the homework process even more difficult. I suppose, at the least I did the bare basics and whatever I didn't do today I can always do tomorrow. Well after that lovely ordeal I had a chance to hit the court and attempt to shoot some hoops. You can tell it's been awhile since I have been on a court. I am hoping to make that as my exercise routine for the day. I have been told that exercise is important for me, especially with the racing thoughts and rapid cycling. I really hope I keep up with it. That's my hardest problem is sticking to a routine. Then once I came home I was greeted by nothing but a bunch of negativity from the people I live with that I just don't need right now. I have enough negative thoughts like being unattractive, fat, useless, going nowhere fast all day. I def. don't wanna come home to it, so here I am trying to stay positive.

How is everyone else doing?