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Old Dec 26, 2006, 03:32 AM
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Don't usually post on this forum, but as an on again off again smoker I'm going crazy today. I was down to just one a day and then quit for a few days because we were going to be having house guests and I didn't want to have to sneak around. Well, I'm dying for a smoke right this minute and I have exactly zero cigarettes in the house. I can't go get any because the guest room is right next to the garage and raising the garage door will wake them up. I'm too far in the sticks to walk anywhere that's open. I even thought of knockin on some of my neighbors doors who I know are secret smokers, but it's 1:30 in the morning here and I don't want to be "that crazy neighbor." I need a cigarette so bad my head is going to explode. What the hell was I thinking when I said I wouldn't buy another pack because I was quitting. What kind of fool quits smoking right before their inlaws show up. Idiot Idiot Idiot. I have got to think of a legitimate excuse for leaving the house. A sudden need for aspirin, diapers, toilet paper, anything I can use when they wake up and ask where I'm going.....I'm going to go crazy...that's where I'm going. Sorry to whine...Good luck to all who are succeeding.
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