i keep thinking that the sky is surely going to fall and this will be over.

but, i had a great day yesterday (alone, for the most part) and my teams "Miami Heat" and "Tennessee Titans" won their games....

a friend brought by some enchiladas, pumpkin pie and chocolate cake for my dinner and i went to bed happy as a fat pig.......

today is sunny and i'm off from work and i have the entire day to clean and do laundry and read.......i'm even kiling my mean sister with kindness and she's terribly confused right now.

so things in Texas are "rockin".........

OMG....i forgot something very important!!!! i was in a nearby town last week. sold some "high end" jewelry that i found in an unpacked box (guilt gifts from ex) and when the jeweler went to write the check he asked me my name.....i told him and he clutched his heart! as i was getting ready to go over the counter and administer my considerable life saving skills, he gasped "you're Pat_________?" i said yes.......wondering what was coming my way now.....

and he told me that he recently saw four of my big photographs in a museum in the southwest!!!!!!!!! they were on loan from private collections.

he described each one to me and then shook my hand so long that i thought we were going to end up being engaged..... that meant a lot more to me than that check did and that check helped big time!!!!! xoxoxox pat

p.s. Happy Holidays Generic Prozac!!!!!