to go on. I need a reason to even go back. Whats the point anymore? Anyone who ive trusted enough to open up to has left me in one way or another. Maybe i should stop talking completly to save other people the trouble. I need to stop being so selfish and forget what matters to me because its only causing others trouble. I just want to curl up in a ball and hide forever. I can't keep promises, clearly i'm not a good friend, this pretty much makes me useless. i can't do this ..