I am also seeing T for an ED (although didn't originally go for this reason). But I too am seriously considering giving up as it doesn't seem to be going anywhere and I can't stop what I am doing. She just wants me to go to the gp but I don't feel I can trust my gp. We also never seem to talk about the ed - just kind of talk around it. I feel so frustrated and worse now than before I told her about it. I feel as if now I have told her it is out of the box and something has to be done - I am afraid of what I am doing to myself and she has made me see that it is serious and very damaging but I still cant stop. I also have big issues around trust and feeling alone/abandoned so I am scared she will refer me to someone more medical and get rid of me as soon as she can. Any advice much appreciated....