i did some reseach and found that our loved ones typicall see us as lazy. others who don't understand it, also call me lazy. i used to be a wrkaholic. i know how to wrk, i don't know exactly what to call it but there is something that i'm lacking to get going the way iused to. it's overwhelming, or i think how to begin to do any job and i get confussed as if i'never did it before. clueless. so i get upset and go around doing this with every thing around the house.. i just cant put my mind to think how to accomplish it. fusrated and disapointed in myself, i go hide in bed.