I don't believe in lazy. That is a word other people use on me when they don't understand my behavior. Then they want to pin lousy character on me. I refuse to do that to myself.

When I'm inactive when I shouldn't be, it can be several things. For ME, the altogether biggest reason is physical or mental fatigue. The second biggest reason for me is that I'm not yet in tune with myself so I cannot judge how hard something will feel. So I sometimes fear it will be the hardest it has been in the past or near it. Then I back off because I'm fearful of being in that position where I get so drained. Then when I start up, I might have a better day and that thing I'm supposed to do goes fast and well.