I went to see my pdoc today. Told him I can't take much more of this depressed state. He just raised my Serquel XR from 150 to 300mg. even though I told him it isn't doing anything. He suggest we may have to look at the hospital. I told him that was out of the question since I have no insurance. I have no hope that this raise in dosage will do any good except make me sleep more that the 10 hours i"m already sleeping. I have lost all hope in getting better and I can't take this much longer.