I'm just a little worried (more concerned) about the way my mind has been functioning lately. I'm always in a state of 'duh'. I know things are happening around me, but mostly I don't get a feeling or an effect from them (with some exceptions). For example, every other year when I look at our Christmas tree, I feel something, anything! Whether it's 'oh, those lights are pretty' or 'this feels cozy', but not this year. I don't really think my mind knew yesterday was Christmas. I can't comprehend things. It's really hard to explain... it's like I'm here, but I feel like I'm just floating around, non existing. *sigh* Nevermind... I'm just confusing myself. Can anyone relate to this at all or am I just babbling?